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hsg "We've been trying something a
little different this tour.
We've been looking at one of
our songs from a different
angle, under a different light,
so we can hopefully kind of see
it almost for the first time.
We'd like try that for you
tonight, is that okay?

We're gonna need your help
though. We're gonna need your
help and your permission, so we
need you to find a comfortable
space, (that's) not only
comfortable, but vulnerable.

I want you to shut your eyes
and go there, and we'll meet
you on the other side."

tool ... the one's that have the good albums -bh
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unhinged i got my second tattoo to that album and lateralus which i did not know as well. but it added a welcome layer to the experience of getting new_ink even though the artist was an asshole. 090302
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hsg forty_six_and_2 enemas later... i still reflect on thi_s_hit:

"My shadow's

Shedding skin and

I've been picking

Scabs again.

I'm down

Digging through

My old muscles

Looking for a clue.


I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own confused

And insecure delusions

For a piece to cross me over

Or a word to guide me in.

I wanna feel the changes coming down.

I wanna know what I've been hiding in


My shadow.

Change is coming through my shadow.

My shadow's shedding skin

I've been picking

My scabs again.


I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own chaotic

And insecure delusions.


I wanna feel the change consume me,

Feel the outside turning in.

I wanna feel the metamorphosis and

Cleansing I've endured within


My shadow

Change is coming.

Now is my time.

Listen to my muscle memory.

Contemplate what I've been clinging to.

Forty-six and two ahead of me.


I choose to live and to

Grow, take and give and to

Move, learn and love and to

Cry, kill and die and to

Be paranoid and to

Lie, hate and fear and to

Do what it takes to move through.


I choose to live and to

Lie, kill and give and to

Die, learn and love and to

Do what it takes to step through.


See my shadow changing,

Stretching up and over me.

Soften this old armor.

Hoping I can clear the way

By stepping through my shadow,

Coming out the other side.

Step into the shadow.

Forty six and two are just ahead of me."
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Ouroboros changing_is_coming

This is one of my favorite albums of all time. Ever. Ever.
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unhinged a_perfect_circle
the_noose

something about maynard helped a lot of us survive living_in_a_karmic_hell that was youngstown
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Ouroboros change_is_coming 090316
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