affame_le_geant_love's_inability fyn gula how did the sugar girl become involved with proina? what is the extent of her involvement? why is the capture of puppertwinkle so vital? "inability to love is the central problem, because that inability masks a certain terror, and that terror is the terror of being touched. and if you can't be touched, you can't be changed. and if you can't be changed, you can't be alive." ~james baldwin, author countenance. appearance. the words we speak without opening our mouths. what others say about us when we are absent. we are walking advertisements. we sell ourselves to the market who desires us. a commodity in flesh, blood, bone. skin, and poetic justice. we are merchandise sold to the collective consciousness by our inertia as well as our stasis. if we do not dabble in self promotion willingly, we do so unawares. and so. the sugar girl, or jamie st. vitus, as she was known in this world broke through into kemulya one early fall day when orange leaves were still on the trees and rain was heavy. she was walking in the woods, caught up by the fantasy she lived and escaped the rain inside a hollowed out log. her admittance was unheralded, like a rat sneaking through a small crack in the basement wall. she fit fingers into leather, into the ebb and flow of kemulyan society, and her natural leadership abilities soon blossomed. she spraypainted buildings, slapped stickers on postboxes, handed out propaganda flyers, stood on the marble steps of the commerce center and openly denounced hypocrisy, incited the revolution that was televised. soon, the phenomenon she was became known to proina, for nothing escapes her voracious appetite for wickedness. the god/monster expressed genuine interest in her. it was that simple. proina disguised the alterior motive of using her for insidious intention with sincerity, and the sugar girl mistook it for love. and here the question is often asked, how did she become the sugar girl? proina makes all those she encounters. she takes them, whittles them, shapes, and conforms them to her malevolent specifications. she threw gasoline on the flames already licking away at the framework of a life that failed long ago in the world she came from, the one victimized, supportless. fucked-up. as it burned out of control, proina taught her to see she was being reborn. out of the ash she would emerge brand new. a pure creature of hatred. one that was willing to die for the cause of evil. was she interested in joining The Army of Dissolution? fuck, yeah. she grew fast through the ranks, had nothing against wearing disguises and concealing costumes. she became the sugar girl. her deceitful inclinations, sexual innuendo and proclivity for peccancy chalked her up several brownie points and earned her the priviledge of membership and working constituent in the "proinacle elite." known in broken glass kingdom circles as "the silence of nothing." it consisted of eight rabblerousers, celebrities of sin, who were infamous for their calloused manner of causing catastrophe. like the tentacles of an odious octopus, they reached far and wide into kemulya and even into the island of rynomari. with boffden the beardless gnome intent on reversing the marox pass, that is enabling a native of kemulya to cross the bridge into this world, proina shuddered. if he succeeded, it would mean the end of her empire. therefore, she employed everyone in her power to stop him and those who were aiding the revolution that will not be televised. and so, the capture of puppertwinkle was monumental. 021207 what's it to you? who go blather from