last_night_i_dreamt_that_somebody_loved_me cheer-up-emo-kid but then I woke up and he wasnt here. 020709 ... squint you stain my pillowcase every night at 12 am but not tonight for i stare unblinking at the blue and I will not even try to sleep tonight, with you here and yet not its just a lost cause. you see me in dreams and we pretend to beleive when we both know you and I are not real not real together or alone, we are just letters and a breif noise. right about now I would be thinking of you to get to the sleep I will never charm or tame. right about now I would remember the only thing i can remember from your voice --the way you said that word and the word is not important but how it curled like smoke around itself and I breathed in sharply swallowing the S of your voice and the way in slipped so slyly trapping my voice and turning my face red and drawing itself up my spine. the way your voice could flicker so nonchalantly andyou think right now that you love me but we'll just drive eachother mad and that will be all.... right? 020709 ... squint but then I killed him. (well, it was just a dream after all...) see: that_choice 020715 ... i can feel the soil falling over my head Last night i dreamt that somebody loved me no hope no harm just another false alarm Last night i felt real arms around me no hope no harm just_another_false_alarm So tell me how long before the right one this story is old i know but it goes on So tell me how long before the last one this story is old i know but it goes on 020805 ... Sage Every night I fall asleep to the comforting fact that someone loves me, and I love them. 020805 ... Staind_And_Souless I felt their breath on my neck, and their warmth next to me, and then I woke up, and I swear I could still smell them on my pillow.... but it was just a dream. That's what's hardest to bear. 030420 ... paranoid martyr he kissed me lightly. we used to be friends, y'know? we don't talk to each other anymore, and suddenly, he pops up into my dreams a year later our fight. weird and very unconsiderate. 030420 ... Anna_Began Oh wait... that wasn't a dream. It was my entire day. 030420 ... unhinged and then i called him back today and he told me 'i love you' and the words 'i love you too' escaped my lips without a second thought or regret, but with the slightest skip of a beat at something that had been dormant for so long suddenly working again differently than it ever had before. 030421 what's it to you? who go blather from