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god welcome to the eric dolphy memorial barbecue. yes, it was all intentional.

it wasn't one "wrong" note. it was a string of them.

thought and expression isn't always pretty.
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white_light Don't ever look back on your choices.
Fate has a chosen path for everyone.
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squint In my dream last night I married lycanthrope and i was pregnant with his baby annnnd he wanted me to have an abortion, so after about 5 seconds of dream-thought, I wrestled him (i guess my subconcious was reminding me that he wrestles in "real life"), he pinned me, but i had a knife and like stuck it in his throat or something. wasn't that graphic, surprisingly....anywho so i killed him, and buried his head in a neighbors yard. then his best friend tried to get me arrested for his murder but they didn't have any solid evidence so I was free. and then i felt kinda bad about killing lycanthrope because...welll...I did like him enough to marry him...

so THAT choice was sort of silly. Its like I was so strongly opposed to the death of a notcompletelyformed baby to the point where I would murder an adult...
sort of hypocritical. Silly dream. silly silly.
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lycanthrope haha...you're right, it was a silly dream. since i don't have a best friend. but certainly someone willing to help me achieve my lifelong dream of being classically beheaded would qualify. it just embodies so much of the imagined detachment, and yet to the ancients so many concepts were empirically justified seeing the head roll of and life shortly thereafter end. seeking to spite my body. how does one go about encouraging an abortion? i could tell them about my life...no certainly that wouldn't do it. fight off my pin? in your dreams! 020715
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sporkwielder i'm not completely formed. 020715
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ilovepatsajak "wanna call me?" 020716
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Dear sweet Jane ----you should call me instead 040109
what's it to you?
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