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i'm not sure why i just feel very terribly unimportant and alone right now
what does it matter and why do i care
i could've blown up yesterday
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i feel sorta sick from the gas and carbon monoxide i was breathing in
i can't believe i had a lighter in my hand
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pobodys nerfect
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is that you nomme?(everyone's always changing names here) Was it a gas leak in your house? Hope your ok =( *hands you an oxygen mask*
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thankyou pobody :)
yes, tis i nomme nom mon monadh notme sans nom (i have too many names, i really aught to kill most of them)
our meter regulator vent and intake vent went screwy yesterday and the house started filling up with gas and CO
i think i breathed in a bit more than i should've, made me feel funny
if my dad hadn't gone downstairs and noticed the smell when he did i'd probably be dead right now
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i'm just glad it didn't happen a few hours earlier or later than it did,
if it would've happened in the morning when we were asleep,..well i almost don't want to think about it
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if anyone wants to read the story in more detail,..
i wrote about it in blather red:
almost_afraid
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saddened pobody
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oh no! Gas leaks can be very scary indeed. Been through one myself. =/ Buy a carbon monoxide detector. They're worth every penny. And btw,I'm glad you're still with us nom. Don't ever feel you're not wanted. Blather would miss your words. *hugs* I think there's a reason you're still here. =)
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notme crying & smiling
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thankyou pobody
i will definitely get a carbon monoxide (and smoke alarm) now
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notme
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get a carbon monoxide detector i meant
i don't want to get 'a carbon monoxide'
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pd
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its so odd, i cannot
still quite grasp how a morning
could be the same, sparkle with
anticipation and joy...and night
turn into a bleak preview
of so many nights to come
suddenly alone, suddenly
im not supposed to think of
you before i sleep, when i wake. not
miss your smile, the way you feel
to my fingers, the sound of your voice.
suddenly sudden; all it took was
a moment...and the ripples go on
too long for me to bear
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nom
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several times a day
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060419
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*Amy*
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and empty
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n o m
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still
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120722
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Doar
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and I played with alone.
always.
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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