i_know_you_heard_me jennifer please don't hate me don't let the actions of others determine how you feel about me I miss you, I really do who else can I laugh about "the office" with? who else can I share my life story in 10 mintues with? who else can I call Narmanda? please, deb? 000619 ... silentbob but i asked two questions at once and you only answered one. So how do i bring it up again? and what would the point be now? I wish that i knew everything. I'm not too big a fan of suspense or waiting. if i know i'm going to be surprised i become upset. i'd rather have a pleasent surprise, than have someone tell me, "Oh its a surprise" then i'm left waiting to see if its a good surprise or a bad surprise. and i hate bad surprises. 000619 ... spoken i know you heard me your looking right at me dazed and not listening i shake my head to clear my foggy thought tumbled brain like a dryer set to permanent press ideas and half damp socks swirl in circles tangling together smell of lavender dryer sheets tickle the senses one shoe that i washed to take away the mud rotates and kicks around the other crap in there a thumping noise plays out in a methodic rythm lulling me and unbalancing me at the same indisectable moment earth paging you zone in focus focus focus a sharp snap brings me back to reality with a crashing boom my line of vision is obstructed by an annoyed older lady wearing raised eyebrows and a wrinkled nose bridge what is your problem? she says what do i say i have no idea what she's talking about whats yours? i reply lost again in la la land she refers to my tendency to daydream psss if she only knew how much i like it there wish i could stay so me so cozy freedom wandering in your own head imagery of your design splatters your luxurious solitude soothing calm blankets you welcome back enjoy my head trips 090420 ... unhinged but if you're going to act like you didn't i'm going to act like i never said it 090420 what's it to you? who go blather from