boosterjuicechick jamesmartymartin "i guess", she says. "you guess?". "what?" "well then i guess too" These monotone conversations Are the hardest to undo. But if I could paint a word for every Thing that you said I would color it blue Not black or red. 040130 ... jamesmartymartin i can't concentrate and i don't mean to be shy the light always grabs you i don't know why but i must know why there is this feeling i get and your name sounds so familiar still so far away someday you'll let me stay but not today 040209 ... jamesmartymartin you are all that i ever want to be falling gracefully from the dark sky if it wasn't for this wall of glass and time and fate and things that make you shiver when it's warm i would love to steal your eyes 040210 ... jamesmartymartin i get so nervous i forget how to speak but it doesn't matter anyway 'cause you got someone and you are really not that weak you'll just tell me not to stay...away 040228 ... jamesmartymartin all for this_girl_named_sarah 040309 ... jamesmartymartin Part 2: Someday 040314 ... jamesmartymartin I want a hot summer night where we fall down and look up at the stars. I want your voice in a song that drowns out the sirens and the cars. You are closer to me now. So why do we still feel so far? I guess it's a game of waiting and wading in this cold river is so damn hard. 040411 ... jamesmartymartin I got your number in my hand, a little piece of bleached hope. There is so much to ask, so much to learn. What are the smiles that make you, you? I want to know. I want to know. 040429 ... jamesmartymartin Just when you thought life was getting easy. It's not! Just when I thought I could touch you when I need to. I can't! Someone wake me from this dream. Someone hold me when I scream. Someone leave a little light on for me. 040513 ... jamesmartymartin It's right there. Look. Right over there. She's colored brown and white. She wants you here tonight. If I could just get my feet clean, Everything would be alright. 040604 what's it to you? who go blather from