neon
emily ...my car... 000713
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florescent light my cotton-candy-wine-cherry-berry-candy-appled baby
always the most attractive in the lot.
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bandaids go to: my_story 011221
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birdmad i always imagine i'm in some dark smoky place sometimes crowded sometimes empty with no other light but a few neon strips in green and blue and purple scattered about when i listen to certain songs

especially certain joy_division tracks
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angie "Neon"

When sky blue gets dark enough
To see the colors of the city lights
A trail of ruby red and diamond white
Hits her like a sunrise

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can

Tonight she's out to lose herself
And find a high on Peachtree Street
From mixed drinks to techno beats it's always
Heavy into everything

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

I can't be her angel now
You know it's not my place to hold her down
And it's hard for me to take a stand
When I would take her anyway I can

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

-John Mayer

I sang this to you last weekend...
You were lying down on the futon staring up at me so helplessly drunk
It was just us...
Just us in the room
I feel like at that very moment all the love that I have for you got completely shown...
I was totally revealed...
I always feel like when I sing...I have no choice but to be completely opened up to that person I am singing to.
I felt so vulnerable, but it was really you I was taking care of.
My deepest love came pouring out through my voice.
I knew you knew...even though you don't remember any of this.
I could see it in your eyes...
They wanted so much to close,
You fought the urge...
To be with me
I don't know what it was exactly, about that moment...It was just...very important to me.
You passed out shortly after...
But it was beautiful while it lasted.

I will sing for you forever.
I wish I could sing for you now.

I sort of had a bad feeling last nite.
Hopefully it was all made up...

No matter what I love you
Three days...
Till we meet again

*meow*
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yes me ummm? 040707
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sisyphus is too bright for comfort
too sure for hazy friendship
just is or is not
and hardly cares either way
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IO1011 excited cold and alien glass trapped by the rainy streets of some crumbling megapolis 060814
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