jagged asbestos Jigged and jagged and jizzed and jazzed and jazz and lots and lots of jazz. Acid jazz and smooth jazz and old-style big-band jazz. Jazz soaring, jazz dropping and jazz spiraling off all jagged. Jagged. Broken. Cracked. Jagged. Jag. Zag. Zig zag. Back and Forth. Forth and Back. Splintering and splattering and. Splattering? That's water. Glass jaggs. Metal jaggs. I jagg. You jagg. We are all jagged. So jagged. So beautiful and Jagged. 031017 ... mt yum. 031017 ... Lemon_Soda BMM 031017 ... unhinged you tell me that all i need is love but where are you now when i need you the most? you take it all away but i would never burden you with my tears they are private and grotesque all the parts of me that i hate running down my empty face they scare you i scare you because that is who i really am little broken pieces sliding down jagged landscapes and no one needs to be reminded of futility no one needs to be reminded of me and everything is retreating but i can't take back what i can't feel i won't apologize for what i am i'm sure you can find someone else that isn't so grotesque and sad someone that isn't me i wish i wasn't like this i wish i could be anything but me and i was content to smile for you because when i cried it scared you and no one needs to be reminded no one needs to be scared and now that everything is better you don't need to be reminded so all my happiness is retreating and i am used to hiding 'please don't do that' my tears reminded you of all the things that you were ready to leave no one needs to be reminded and you asked me to hide myself no one needs to see that but this jagged landscape was what you hung on to i'm sure you can find things a little more smooth and elegant but i don't need to be reminded where i can cry all i want without you without burdening you as you float away content 031017 ... unhinged . we_never_change some of the parts are smoother now what time took from me when i wasn't looking but jut they still do jut out from the picture of a proper girl happy quiet smiling supportive i will not put honesty_and_tact together for someone who is trying to hurt me you are lucky the sakyong asked me to lay down my aggression fucker otherwise you may just have been the asshole that broke my public scene making cherry i smile the best deception i smile cause underneath there is seething anger like when lava meets the water go on and forget that i loved you if it makes you feel better put all the blame on my shoulders i'll carry it for you just like i carried us just like i carried you that's what i do an emotional pack mule, dumping ground 091019 ... unhinged . cry_eyes i probably should have left the house today 101217 what's it to you? who go blather from