it's_the_terror_of_knowing
spider from mars what_this_world_is_about 020831
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eep! under_pressure 020831
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eep! eep! 020831
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devalis that you're just as bad as everyone else and the only reason you didn't realize it before is the same reason you're just as bad. 020901
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GirlNamedLover god damnit 020902
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gbkiss that you can't act out feelings... that peolpe you care about believe in your lies because they trust you or because I'm such a great lier... maybe it's the terror of knowing I'm not such a great lier, I'm as clear and transparent as crystal... yeah right! 020902
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She Somehow I ended up here, in between,
where there is alays the comfort,
of knowing I'll never be seen.

-Afi
020903
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devalis that it's about to end... and it's going to hurt. 020904
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Syrope that made me not ask until monday night, and it's the terror of knowing that motivates me now. i am trembling inside myself, scared of the new empty hollows... and this nervous energy spurs me to work diligently, listen closely, and love harder those who go out of their way to be nice to me. "one way to float, is if you die"...we'll see 020904
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Your Friendly Neighborhood Logan ...is what you can never know. 020904
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Piso Mojado that youre most likely happy and satisfied right at this very moment 030201
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ferret you never know what you never wanted to know until you do. life sucks, ask anyone. 030202
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unhinged that all it took was one boy to come between us 030202
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krimilda there's no time for more smiles and that the recent past is going to be easily forgotten... is it love? is it always love? it's_the_terror_of_not_knowing 030202
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Lilac that it's going to happen and there are all these possiblities of things going wrong or being complicated when all I pray for is for it to be healthy and that our new three some lives happily ever after. 030203
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bespeckled It's the terror of knowing
how I really feel,
and confronting it,
that holds me back
and keeps me from plunging head-first into something I'm not quite sure will last forever.
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ferret watching_some_good_friends 030524
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monee that i don't know what i don't know 041221
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unhinged that i spend a majority of my time alone
and maybe it's better that way
090421
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Oh_So_Smelly So I don't ask and appreciate you more and more for not telling
Just a few words and a smile I tell myself is genuine soothes me like nothing else
So far, it's enough against the glump glump feeling in my gut
090421
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