it's_the_terror_of_not_knowing krimilda when was the last time i made the same mistakes by feeling this same way it's the terror of not knowing if the story is just beginning or if it ended before i blinked for the first time 030202 ... forever endeavor "There's no earthly way of knowing which direction we are going There's no knowing where we're rowing or which way the river's flowing Is it raining, is it snowing? Is a hurricane a-blowing? Not a speck of light is showing So the danger must be growing Are the fires of hell a-glowing? Is the grisly reaper mowing? Yes! The danger must be growing For the rowers keep on rowing And they're certainly not showing Any sighs that they are slowing!" -Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory 030202 ... krimilda that made me smile... that made some of my fear run away 030203 ... krimilda that made me smile... that made some of my fear run away... now... blink! 030203 ... dreamer it's_the_terror_of_not_knowing that drives me away. just say you love me and that you will take me forever, and I will stay. forever. yours. 050307 ... unhinged no_no i would rather just imagine that maybe you still love me smothered in hugs waking up next to you so close i couldn't breathe that we are both too stubborn to pick up the phone knowing damn well we could hunt each other down i miss being suffocated by your love now i'm just stiffled by loneliness but i don't want to know i can't know that you don't miss me the way i miss you it's the terror of even the chance that you even you were just playing games with me 050307 what's it to you? who go blather from