i_love_you_differently no reason and whenever i do something differently i get confused and obsessed 050307 ... stork daddy why doesn't anyone understand that love has a personal meaning and that i couldn't have possibly meant what they say on tv. however, i should have known that this is the expected default love...i should have tried harder to convey exactly what i meant. but have you ever been kissing someone and you're sure they understand, only to find later they did not. they were doing their kiss, or still that kiss on tv. 050308 ... emmi he might not love me in my definition of the word. then again, isn't the very essence of love the same everywhere and to everyone? i guess so, but then i guess your relationship is not so much about "do you love each other?" but about "can you live with each other?" love is supposed to be enough. 050309 ... ant if love is enough, then one loves enough for both 050309 ... captain_subtext - i love you differently than other people treat eachother's wives 050309 ... captain_subtext and then there is "i love you indifferently" which is a situation we should avoid. bad bad bad 050309 ... minnesota_chris kissing has almost nothing to do with love. I love my mom, but don't kiss her. There's people you love, people you like spending time with, and people you want in your bed. Sometimes the groups overlap, but not often. 050309 ... stork daddy i wouldn't say that kissing has almost nothing to do with love, but then perhaps you and i are different kissers 050309 ... unhinged pressing squeezing lips or legs or fists and i have outgrown the anger to fall back into needy want and maybe it's just the memory i'm still in love with first love being the worst i realize this more everyday being almost two years and i still want what we used to have and you know i think that not having sex was the best thing we ever did and the hugs and the kisses and the cuddles meant more somehow wrestling tangling rubbing that's more an expression of lust and we were left with the pressing squeezing trying to release our constricted hearts i love you differently now that i haven't heard your_voice in months wistful serenely pained want 050309 ... no reason i think you're like some kind of addiction that i'm not sure whether to kick or feed 050627 ... unhinged like the tarnished piece of silver i can't bear to wipe clean 050627 ... three hopeful thoughts now that we sleep next to eachother and I know that you are, in fact, more attractive than I am. 050628 what's it to you? who go blather from