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G_wiz13 this girl that i have like for six years is moving tommorow. She doesnt even know that i have liked her for so long so i am going to have to tell her. I'm gonna cry. 010302
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nocturnal good luck, I feel your pain my friend 010302
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madness yes, I do 010811
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florescent light my parents hate me

they can't wait for me to move out
I haven't even been living here for 3 months
all they do is talk about me behind my back
about how I am this horrible person
because I won't 'conform' to society
my views and attitudes are different from theirs
they hate my laesae-fare attitude.
they think I am selfish
they think I am inconsiderate
they think I am rotten
everything I do is wrong
if I stay home- I'm a mental case
if I go out- I'm a slut
I don't eat breakfast foods in the morning like everybody else therefore I will never amount to anything
I am the most horrible person in the world because I take the cordless phone out of the basement when nobody is using it- even though I return it immediatly
...yet I have went out of my way to respect their rules
I am a failure
nothing I do is right
it's highschool all over again

I'm really not a bad person, I swear
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firefly effect "all mothers are slightly insane" 010812
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Burn in hellish water By the great Blather...I FEEL SHITTY...
I always feel shitty...shitty shitty shitty...well...morphine or weed or things like that help...but..it's BAAAAAD...wait..i'm not feeling shitty rght now...must be Blather!

Blather...the great anti-feeling-shitty!
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unhinged too many parents try to live vicariously through their kids and expect them to be perfect. they kind of forget about the whole human being factor. a lot of people are intolerant too; parents are not immune to that. you aren't a bad person sheryl. i love you to death. whenever i need a shoulder to cry on or someone to kick my ass into doing something very important you are always there for me. *smooch* 010812
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lidown communism 030412
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