happier_sad blown cherry Falling out again Just when everything was working out It's all because of me I like the way it feels to live in doubt It's high time I start to learn To live my life with a poker face and then All these emotional feelings I can't ignore Aren't on display to the whole world anymore Am I Happier Sad? Happier Sad? It's all over and done I'm warm inside my melancholy mind Kinda feels secure The best cure for a heartache I can find It's high time I start to learn To live my life with a poker face and then All these emotional feelings I can't ignore Aren't on display to the whole world anymore Am I Happier Sad? Happier Sad? (repeat 'til end) - Jebediah (Of Someday Shambles) 020501 ... blown cherry reminds me of a poem I once read, I think it was called Emotional Masochist... ;) reminds me of me far too often - thankfully not at this moment however 020501 ... Ariadani this makes me think of my friend Bryan. I'm convinced that he doesnt want to be happy. He's convinced himself that nobody loves him, which he knows is a lie. 020501 ... silentbob is that a reference to my poem? 020501 ... blown cherry it was a reference to the step I took immediately before I made the leap to blather, so yes Bobby, I meant your poem. Hope you don't mind. 020501 ... old weirdo give me a leonard cohen afterworld so i can sigh eternally 020501 ... Arwyn I've been listening to Silverchair I'd love to be a freak I've been reading The River Ophelia I'd love a masochistic streak. But I'm just a normal guy. I even use a capital S Why, I'd even rather tell the papers that I actually crossdress. Women who run with men who hate wolves, just left me unimpressed. I'm sure that I'd be happier if I could be more depressed. --Unknown 020501 ... silentbob you can make references to me all the livelong day, babycakes 020501 ... old weirdo frances_farmer_will_have_her_revenge_on_seattle 020501 ... sabbie ...only ever over the moon when youre under all that shit... 020521 ... letslethimdieornot ~ means that grasshopper maybe has not really experienced true love. perhaps something has poisoned the well and grasshopper has gotten used to the taste and really dont mind it. poor grasshopper, he'll die soon and be outta his misery. maybe. or not. 020521 what's it to you? who go blather from