because_it's_easier_to_hate_you silentlybroken Because it’s easier to hate you, my love. Alluringly, you whisper, [hate me if it’s easier]. In the face of all pervading desperation remained my aversion to forsaking the sweet joy I have discovered in the heart of love. The memories I shall hold close to my heart. With sorrowed reminiscence I shall observe the delight we shared once. You may believe the qualities that lie within your soul can never be affected, indeed, that you can’t change who you are. It seems you can angel, for you aren’t the person I fell in love with. You're not my angel anymore, long before the 9th of November, you fell, I hope it didn't hurt as much as you hurt me. Love is so rare, so precious a gift, yet you made it worthless with connotations of unnerving insignificance. I know that I am nothing_to_you. I can’t be who you want me to be; by changing I remove the very essence of myself, guiding me to my destruction. 040124 ... so fucking lost it's just easier if i hate you all 040124 ... pd God knows how much i wish i could... 040125 ... shroud hate is so powerful in its giving, so available to draw upon as strength, and it is so difficult to love you, but hate cannot quell my longing. 040125 ... Syrope it really is. hate is easier than disappointment, than just hurt...and you don't even stop to think that maybe i'm just being this way to make it easier for you to hate me. you're welcome anyway though. 040125 ... ambermoon how can I when you touch me like that? it may be easier to hate you but why do I want you still. I cant beleave that you know and you still push on.I hate myself for not hating you like I should. 040125 ... AntiJester It would just be easier_to_hate_you, but with everything that ive felt for you, through good_and_bad, though the pain weve both inflicted on each other, through everything, I can't hate you, I just become sad and confused. When I leave you, its with a hole in my soul, not hate in my body. 040125 ... somebody ... and let you dig your own hole, it will eventully rain and you will drown by your own hands. it's so much easyer to do it this way the confont you. This way it's your fault when/if every thing goes to shit and not mine, my hands will be clean. 040125 ... purple kisses it's always my fault anyway so fine be a dumb ass 040218 ... nukemall then this will make me feel better after I give you the lead pipe to the back of your skull (in the kitchen). . 040219 ... stork daddy i have decided to love you 040219 ... ambermoon you love me? why havent you told me before? thank you.... i love you too. 040229 ... unhinged i give you all the compassion and peace that white_tara can muster 200608 what's it to you? who go blather from