victimized dafremen I've learned that often, those who victimize people learn to get under their victims' skin to the point that the victims will identify the foe of the exploiter..as the enemy. 120725 ... dafremen I'm not sure why I have such a knee-jerk reaction to manipulators and exploiters. Underhanded sneaks who try to push off everything on others, while smiling and telling everyone how much they care. I want to take them to task. I want to shine a light on them and never let it up until they are found out for the conniving snakes they are. Funny thing is, it rarely works out that way. Instead, these master manipulators pull out the tears and the feigned indignation and convince the world which they sodomize that they are as innocent as angels..leaving me looking like an asshole for calling them out. 120725 ... unhinged well i guess sometimes knowing the truth has to be satisfaction enough. manipulators disgust me too. thinking the world should be twisted to your own needs and wants is childish at best and often hurts people. ive always thought people should respect others, not just tolerate them, here and everywhere. there is a powerful word/action that helps though; no no_no 120725 ... daf Looks like I'll be thrown away again. Another "love of my life." Another person with a normal upbringing who doesn't understand how cold I can be when I think they are throwing me away. Another person who doesn't understand how many times I've been told "I Love you" since I was 7. How many times I've been told "I've got your back," since I was 7. How many times I've been told that "This is your home," since I was 7. Understand motherfucker..my loyalty runs deep and has no tolerance for words that don't back themselves up with action. If you have divided loyalties, then you're not loyal enough for me. Sorry. My heart runs cold at the first mention of separation. I have no heart now. I have no sympathy. I have no heart to break. I have no heart. May you die lonely in your sleep when you're old. May it happen slowly. May you be abandoned slowly by your children. May you die slowly in your old age. May you remember the pure devotion that you turned your back on. May you remember the one who loved you so..who feels nothing now. A defensive measure, to be sure, but my reality..nonetheless. 120725 ... Lia :( 120725 ... unhinged the_loser_wins 120726 what's it to you? who go blather from