i_say_this_here sab cos i aint got anywhere else to say it. when i try to put it into words it sounds so pathetic and for anyone else who reads it that isnt you wont get it and it'll sound lame and you'll never read it cos you dont know its here. [tis a bind, he echos in my head tis a bind nevermind] we need more people who are only three against the whole world? two generals in this army two generals and a pleb the minion needs some minions too and i need some help with these things you ask of me. im only one girl one girl with a full time job and im loosing my heart to all these tedious jobs that im doing by myself i need a hand with stuff. i say this here to you knowing you'll never see it i say this here cos i cant say it to you i say this here in the hope it'll stop going around my head disheartened cos it didnt work disheartened cos i dont feel any better diseartened cos at the end of the day im still just one girl with too many things to do 040903 ... Syrope because you can only "nevermind_ i_have_nothing_to_say" so many times before it breaks you when will i get tired of embarassing myself for you? 040903 ... going psyChO yeah, i've been broken and i definitly have nothing to say. i used to think i was special in some way but today i'm so aware of the truth. 040903 ... Syrope hm, you should see the blathes that never make it past the "says" box 040903 ... megan it gets rid of the parts of me i don't like i can spew it out and just look at it when i want to and i can scream for joy over the trivial things people in real life just dont get it 040903 ... otterpup i'm happy to help as long as i'm not chewed up and spat out if i were your minion that wouldn't happen but we have different talents, not sure i'm the best minion for your jobs right now i'm stuck on the not being chewed up and spat out... it's a bind, a double edged sword, a rock and a hard place... you wanna jump on the bandwagon and you can as long as you're the one to get out and push, okay? 040907 what's it to you? who go blather from