i_can't_believe ha it's not blather! 050102 ... trust tree i cant believe YOU falling into my life from the sky seasoning it to your liking and retreating to safety of course its not your fault you are merely a target a fuel for my fire a reason for my rage and now you sit and marvel over your sick accomplishments not even knowing what they amounted to hundreds of miles away an incomprehensibly amazing relationship they've destroyed a reputation they've ruined a life they've swallowed in their wake 050102 ... Utah I can't believe my eyes my ears my mouth these words is this my mind? is this my tongue? is this my penis, here, in this girl's hand? are these my fingers, running through WHOSE hair? HOW DID WE GET THERE!!!!!! nothing else to say so i'll say it again. so sorry 050103 ... jane how long i've been here... 081111 ... In_Bloom The power of the odds, numbers, All Yesterday I lost one thing Yesterday two things re found me I want to believe 081112 ... Ouroboros that when you ask for something, oh boy do you get it 081112 ... hsg ^^^ especially when you ask for ~ when spinning in a counter_clockwise direction while envisioning each of your chakras also spinning in the ccw direction with each having a wheel, larger wheels at the bottom to smaller at top. looking at each of these, acknowledging the wish, you're bound to come across something interesting if you don't hold back. but are you ready for what you want? 081112 ... Ouroboros yes 081114 ... hsg yay! 081115 ... . After all the crap you've put me through After all the crap I've put myself through After all the years that you dropped Off the map Out of my life I can't believe you had the nerve to come back I can't believe I'm actually going to dinner with you One of us is beyond hope One beyond forgiveness I can't believe 100110 ... . It was a good dinner Good smoke Good beer Good vibes Good beginning No end A lot of intense making out Ending with - nothing Shut down by me Because... I didn't feel it Not that it Not any it I can't believe the complete lack of sensation 100110 what's it to you? who go blather from