i_am_desperately_unhappy patterned but I don't think I have it bad. I keep flooding with tears. b8gn, says captcha, which half the time I get wrong. But I feel eighty years old already. 061121 ... farky el tercero i, too, am a bit disappointed in my captcha success ratio. is this some kind of waking_life shit? i thought i had an evocative_captchas, 7pwr, but the cave was all crumbly and shit. 061121 ... patterned see, I thought I was the only one having trouble hearing captcha properly. nobody else mentioned any difficulties. If there were some sort of pattern - like, one letter, one number, two letters - and a policy on whether O and I are 1 or 0, it might be easier. 061122 ... beulahry i screwed up a ticketmaster captcha once while i was trying to buy concert tickets right when they went on sale.. by the time the page reloaded it was sold out. 061122 ... . captcha_can_be_cruel 061122 ... pSyche all this crap about college is driving me insane. I'm terribly scared of the future. i'm terribly scared to grow up, and yet scared to never grow. i want some relief. 061122 ... Emptyness Alive you will do fine you WILL pass all your course's you will succeed smile for there will never be to much to cry about i guess what im trying to say is that life is always going to be hard, life will always try an beat you down, but we will always win. What course you doing in college by the way, which college you go to? 061123 ... pSyche hee. I'm glad someone seems optimistic about it. I'm looking at graphic design or theater. I'd like to design sets for movies and stuff like that. I really have no idea about what college I'll be going to. There's so many. I'd like to go to Seattle though... 061228 ... falling_alone i_am_desperately_happy for now, at least while he's still interested in me and i'm not at school but give me 2 weeks i'll be back upset that i found out there actually is a major for costume design fashion is close though i'll be able to enter the field easily and by then maybe he'll have forgotten or someone else will enter back into the picture it's starting to nag at me and i'll be pushed and pulled but not now i'm home with a coma-inducing mattress a teddy bear and the ability to sleep all day. 061229 ... thieums i am desperately nothing 130326 what's it to you? who go blather from