his_heart_was_beating
fyn gula
Of
all
the
times
he
clutched
the
wound
and
stopped
the
bleeding
with
his
hands
,
he
loved
the
feeling
of
the
warmth
slipping
through
his
fingers
the
most
because
he
knew
he
was
not
ruined
,
that
there
was
still
the
chance
of
being
normal
.
his
heart
was
beating
like
everyone
else
and
if
he
wanted
he
coud
make
a
smile
appear
on
his
face
.
000203
...
camille
until
it
tapped
him
on
the
shoulder
and
reminded
him
that
he
was
dead
.
With
a
sigh
he
went
back
to
what
he
was
doing
.
Reminded
by
the
twitch
in
his
eye
that
this
was
only
a
dream
.
000203
...
.sunshine.
i
laid
my
head
down
on
his
chest
to
fall
asleep
but
i
couldn't
even
close
my
eyes
.
i
could
feel
the
pounding
on
my
ears
.
and
so
i
looked
into
his
eyes
and
i
could
see
that
his
heart
was
beating
.
for
me
.
010505
...
keeper
i
could
feel
it
i
could
hear
it
faster
,
and
faster
010505
...
farmfish
from
dancing
with
children
,
arms
raised
trying
to
catch
bubbles
.
011006
...
Casey
Standing
on
the
side
as
her
claw
like
hand
flew
as
fast
at
lightning
through
his
chest
,
and
shatered
his
ribs
.
Her
nails
dug
into
the
bloody
beating
flesh
.
After
she
ripped
out
the
vital
organ
,
all
she
could
do
was
grin
.
011006
...
nah....!
he
just
didn't
want
to
admit
it
.
011113
...
unhinged
and
i
always
felt
close
to
god
but
it
is
something
i
don't
hear
anymore
lost
in
the
wind
that
blew
him
away
to
her
and
i'm
sure
she
lays
her
head
on
his
chest
at
night
hearing
the
life
that
i
wanted
inside
me
020217
...
In_Bloom
He
thought
he
should
have
sent
her
away
He
thought
he
should
have
said
,
no
What
would
he
say
to
the
other
?
What
would
do
to
punish
his
body
for
it's
betrayal
?
He
muttered
some
words
out
loud
but
she
didn't
hear
them
,
didn't
want
to
...
Why
bother
with
lamentations
over
what
makes
a
body
blush
and
blaze
?
His
heart
was
beating
and
she'd
watched
him
smile
The
rest
was
Nothing
081027
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