choice_between_fear_and_love hsg ...it was sooo loud... ...and we could explore space_both_inner_and_outer together_forever in peace. 081009 ... Strideo "Life isn't that simple. I mean who cares if Ling Ling returns the wallet and keeps the money? It has nothing to do with either fear or love." ... 081010 ... In_Bloom I keep pushing What else is my life for if not to push? 081010 ... unhinged i choose neither i don't fear him i don't love him i lust him while he is busy grading papers writing a book 081010 ... unhinged (in light of that maybe i do fear him loving me same stupid bullshit every damn time) 081010 ... epitome of incomprehensibility "True love casts out all fear", but what is true love... with any kind of love? 081010 ... hsg love: by the genuwillingness to start as_a_grain_of_sand and vibrate through information patterns thus embodying a functioN, form personality one becomes an empathiest matching the thoughts from the outside with the experience of another point's inside. trading_karma_like_playing_cards 081010 ... In_Bloom I've been a player in a deck like that 081015 ... hsg and how have you dealt with it? 081015 ... auburn I HAVE a choice? 081016 ... hsg correct! to believe in death, is fear. to believe in life, is love. when we say, I_love_you, we are actually nicing, I_believe_in_life_with_you. 081016 ... In_Bloom I just refreshed my brain with this: "I believe in Life with you" Because that's just it! You look at someone and you don't think, "I love you"... no, you see pictures in your head of living Life with that person. Oh- right on. 081016 ... hsg F5_for_your_mind when we say, I_hate_you, or i_fear_you we are actually meaning, I_believe_in_death_with_you. (hate is fear) 081017 ... In_Bloom I believe in Death with you... Only with a person I love because then I am not afraid, not even of ending. Not so sure what hate is, still. 081018 ... hsg death_is_an_unfairytale 081018 ... In_Bloom I'm finding with love then I don't have to fight fear as hard, love beckons to see the fears and reason or soothe them out. There is such tension but when it breaks then the love is so triumphant. Maybe I'm a fool but I can actually giggle at my fears then. 091120 ... TCMT Love makes you take risks...your fears do seem less powerful...but love lost is the greatest cause for fear in the first place. Is it that we love ourselves when we are in love? Our fearlessness? Our boldness? Our ability to trust and to put our heart on the line? Is it that love brings us closer to life? Are we more alive when we love? ... Now the answers to all those questions seem so obvious. 091121 what's it to you? who go blather from