always_so_tired
becclebee
tired
so very tired
sipping at my coffee
and waiting
to let the caffine seep into my soul
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unhinged you know i always used to be so tired and then i discovered these wonderful vitamins. one-a-day weight smart .... i didn't take them so much for the supposed weight control but the fact that they were supposed to be metabolism enhancers. more than plenty of every b vitamin and 100% iron. thinking i might be slightly anemic, this vitamin made me so hyper/happy i barely knew what to do with myself. the only set back was they were more than a little harsh on my usually solid stomach. i was talking my usual freeway route to class and i almost had to puke on the side of the road. plenty of bread and warm tea usually helped that. i was always_so_tired. but then i stopped taking my magic and even legal pills, he doesn't sleep by my side anymore. now i am always_so_tired. *sigh* 030526
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/anon i dont have any energy anymore. i can barely make it through the day. and when theyd say "you should get up and out more" as i lye motionless on the couch i can only think, they dont know. im to fukin tired i just wanna rest all the time rest rest rest.

maybe im just lazy...
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niska yeah, i can't seem to stay awake either, but it's mostly cause i wait up most of the night, when i should be sleeping.

this is getting harder by the day.
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little wonder I'd like to convince myself it's a thyroid problem, or something else. It's probably not though. It's probably because I should be on prozac.

she sleeps
for hours
to keep
away
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/anon I always stay up really late too but its just cuz i can't seem to sleep at night. Maybe im more tired...er becuz i am on paxil. i dunno. I know that when i get off paxil a couple days I get sooooo dizzy and almost fainted a few times 030529
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unsolicited advice x either you are taking too high of a dosage, or you should not be taking paxil at all. it should calm you down to normal, not make you sleepy.
never quit all at once. paxil has horrible withdrawl symptoms. quit gradually, or switch briefly to a medication w/ no withdrawl symptoms, such as prozac. if you decide to quit gradually, you will still suffer side effects, but they will be less severe.
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