what_is_it_you_want
sab i mean, really want.

what is it that you hold dear
that you believe in




these are not questions i can answer
and i find that fascinating
070115
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Christ without the cross freedom. 070116
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Sartre? Heidegger? Camus? "Man is condemned to be free" 070116
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pete no heidegger 070116
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nom to know what the fuck 070116
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pSyche a reason to exist. 070117
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oren Sushi. I_want sushi! 080910
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In_Bloom One in entirety I can love as I love myself. 080911
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emily if only i knew... 080912
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. . 080912
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Lemon_Soda Funny that blather always makes me think of her...


I want to be friends, to write each other, to say hi on the phone once in awhile...

*sigh*
080912
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markedvision you want to love and be loved.
but you are afraid of my love.
you want closure but you run away and hide
when itīs offered.
maybe you want all these things but
you donīt want them with
me.
080913
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Syrope i try not to care
and there's usually enough about the guys who pass through
to not like, to talk my self out of

last night there wasn't anything i didn't want more of
but now i get the feeling you're never going to call me again
080914
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oren I_had it today.

It_was good.
080914
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Lemon_Soda OR I miss a friend. 080918
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minnesota_chris I'd be more conventionally successful, I think, if I knew what I wanted, and pursued it.

However, I think the most interesting people in the world never find out.
080918
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misstree i need to know
so i can either tell you
that i want the same thing
or that i have to hide a while
til my looks don't drip with longing.
081003
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minnesota_chris but it's the longing that leads to greatness... 081023
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dafremen For you to know what it is that you are and would be, without someone else's script to follow. I'd like that for myself as well, but happiness is only real when it is shared. 081023
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In_Bloom How to find out what and who you are without trying out for a few scripts? 081024
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dafremen How to find the space to write your own if you're so inclined? 081024
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the Dude all the dude ever wanted
was his rug back
081024
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nom for guys not to hit on me at shows when i'm just there to have a good time not looking for a fuck i just want my love 081025
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nom and for people to understand that i did really care what happened with my involvement and that being accused of not caring hurt 081025
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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