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sahba In a somewhat confused state of mind I write while listening to Coldplay singing "too in love to let it go" the complexities of being with someone and even harder than that being with yourself. I often find myself lying on the floor contemplating that this current moment is probably the worst moment of my life and then as unexpected as can be the phone rings and even more unexpectedly its her and at this very moment my world transforms and all that contemplating leads to the all but simple word "hi" in a few moments the high over it is over and I am back however this time I am writing it down now there really isn’t a point to me typing this out but as I always say "ah well" over the past year my life has changed a lot i had always wanted her but I never thought of a time she would actually be with me which is maybe why I am this state of mind right now we often think of things we want but rarely think what it would be like to have them and would we be able to live up, would we be able to adjust to our new states of existence, the new feelings, the inexplicable empty feeling when they go away, and the even worse not being able to let go. Besides the fact that I was taken by complete surprise the first night she kissed me it was as if one of laws of the universe were broken perhaps the earth had stepped out of its orbit for a while?. We all think some things are too good to ever happen to us and when they do we don’t know what to do we mess up we overreact, under react or some other way of totally ruining the very moment that can change your life I will finish this in her words.
"Keep your cup half full"
That way it will never spill over if you get more.
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sahba With proper punctuation, for her...

In a somewhat confused state of mind, I write while listening to Coldplay singing "too in love to let it go", the complexities of being with someone and even harder than that just being. I often find myself lying on the floor contemplating that this current moment is probably the worst moment of my life and then as unexpected as can be the phone rings and even more unexpectedly its her and at this very moment my world transforms and all that contemplating leads to the all but simple word "hi", in a few moments the high is over and I am back, however this time I am writing it down, now there really isn’t a point to me typing this out but like I always say "ah well". Over the past year my life has changed a lot i had always wanted her but I never thought of a time she would actually be with me, which is maybe why I am this state of mind right now, we often think of things we want but rarely think what it would be like to have them and would we be able to live up, would we be able to adjust to our new states of existence, the new feelings, the inexplicable empty feeling when they go away, and the even worse feeling of not being able to let go. Besides the fact that I was taken by complete surprise the first night she kissed me it was as if one of laws of the universe were broken, perhaps the earth had stepped out of its orbit for a while? We all think some things are too good to ever happen to us and when they do we don’t know what to do, we mess up, we overreact, under react or some other way of totally ruining the very moment that can change your life. I will finish this in her words.
"Keep your cup half full"
That way it will never spill over if you get more.
080328
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sahba With proper punctuation, for her...

In a somewhat confused state of mind, I write while listening to Coldplay singing "too in love to let it go", the complexities of being with someone and even harder than that just being. I often find myself lying on the floor contemplating that this current moment is probably the worst moment of my life and then as unexpected as can be the phone rings and even more unexpectedly its her and at this very moment my world transforms and all that contemplating leads to the all but simple word "hi", in a few moments the high is over and I am back, however this time I am writing it down, now there really isn’t a point to me typing this out but like I always say "ah well". Over the past year my life has changed a lot i had always wanted her but I never thought of a time she would actually be with me, which is maybe why I am this state of mind right now, we often think of things we want but rarely think what it would be like to have them and would we be able to live up, would we be able to adjust to our new states of existence, the new feelings, the inexplicable empty feeling when they go away, and the even worse feeling of not being able to let go. Besides the fact that I was taken by complete surprise the first night she kissed me it was as if one of laws of the universe were broken, perhaps the earth had stepped out of its orbit for a while? We all think some things are too good to ever happen to us and when they do we don’t know what to do, we mess up, we overreact, under react or some other way of totally ruining the very moment that can change your life. I will finish this in her words.
"Keep your cup half full"
That way it will never spill over if you get more.
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sahba damn the double sending 080328
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jane it's a lesson we all must learn. 080329
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