girl_heal_thyself
sab girl, heal thyself
a whisper breezing through my head

girl, heal thyself

and sometimes
sometimes
the universe smiles
and points me in the right direction
so gently
that sometimes i dont even notice
that it's done it.

girl heal thyself
and what kind of girl would i be
if i didnt follow
my own advice?


girl,
heal thyself.

sab, listen to your words



girl?

heal thyself
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sab ok_im_feeling_better 040414
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Piso Mojado i like this, sab. 040414
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otterpup it will happen
with so much effort

and with surprise
she's caught in the moment and it's easier to be hurt than work
it's easier cos we can't see the real truth in the heat of the moment, so it's easier to hide there for now than to crawl her way out of it and try and forget it

pain can be easy
and justifiable, and therefore alluring

it will happen

we love her and her beauty
she just has to remember that pain isn't the best thing for her and that she has choices

and that could take a little while

don't blame yourself sab, neither of you should be blamed

getting to happiness is a real struggle and fight and war. so rage on and hope it ends soon.
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sab otterpup
this one was telling myself.
because i have to right to tell other people
what i will not do myself.

hwoever, having said that, i am glad you blathed here
"it's easier cos we can't see the real truth in the heat of the moment, so it's easier to hide there for now than to crawl her way out of it and try and forget it

pain can be easy
and justifiable, and therefore alluring"

such wisdom makes my heart ache.
thank you
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Piso Mojado today i feel whole again 040416
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sab ive started writing this
on every bog wall i visit
and i wistfully think that maybe
it'll start perpetuating itself
and maybe one day
i'll walk into a bog i've never been in before
to find it already on the wall

girl heal thyself

its such a pretty thing
to have follow me around like smoke


girl heal thyself
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suicidalchinadoll you don't really believe I can, do you? 040828
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sab fuck yes

FUCK YES


is adimate about this
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unhinged my new years resolution:

to waste no more money on illicit substances
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Piso Mojado drunkenly inscribed
inside door of the bathroom stall
San Francisco police station
late one summer's eve
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