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mmm her: my roommie has a web cam but it's not on
me: o ok
her: whatever...maybe it is an everyone can see me sitting here...wahtever
me: yeah... thats the joy of a web cam thats not urs... u never know...
her: kind of scary
me: kinda...
me: makes u think... what if ur whole life WAS the truman show...
me: what if there are cameras everywhere watching you
me: and what if somebody is paying me to say this to you so u would think it could never be true
me: when it really could b....
her: stop...now I have to curl up on my bed and rock my self to sleep
her: "rock for comfort"
me: i like doin that to people..
her: it makes me feel all funny
me: i really scared my friend mike the other day saying that to him
her: I would just hit you and ignore you
her: smack!
me: but now it will always be in the back of ur mind hounting you... what if...
her: it always is
her: now i hate you

i do my part to make the rest of the world as parinoid as me.
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Becky I don't think you could be any more of a dork. lol 011030
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mmm or any more parinoid... 011030
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niki oh really? what am i doing right now? 011030
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voyeur licking your lips in a seductive manner. 011030
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niki you are good my friend
what am i doing now?
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mmm i found some more proof that i live inside the truman show...
the other day i'm looking at the paper, reading something about the nothern aliance pushing further south in afganistan. they show a picture of 3 northern aliance troops in the back of a truck waving thier guns in the air, and one of them had a gold watch on his wrist, a rather expensive looking one at that...
sometimes i thing that movie "wag the dog" is true..
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Toxic_Kisses I hope no one ever puts a Web-cam in their bathroom.
I mean gosh does any one really want to watch another person pee and/or what not? *Wrinkles her nose*
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anal fuck What's a "being_watched"? 011218
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father guido saduccis doppelganger it a when somebody is a lookin' at you 011218
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nom "god is a pervert" 051113
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syringe Um, did you mean "you're_being_watched?"

Or, is_it that my being, my very being, is watched by someone? And, if my being is watched, is that supposed to mean something?
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falling_alone i felt this the other night.
those random times you feel the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
the indescribable moment when someone's eyes are boring into the back of your head.
turn around and no one's there.
yeah, well anyway...
this is what i felt when i headbanged to kelly osbourne in the privacy of my living room.
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nom sense_of_being_stared_at 051113
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... ...by honorless, ignoble fools 100822
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unhinged and flung shit at by ignorant people projecting their ignorance onto others that they don't understand


i love it when that happens
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