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mon well listening_to_the_radio tonight an interesting conversation with Rupert_Sheldrake floated to mine ears

catch!:

http://www.sheldrake.org/experiments/staring/exp/
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endless desire ive practiced many times before.
i gaze at someone to see if they will turn just because they feel my stare.
other times i will be looking at someone and they look my direction.
im so embarrassed to be caught staring... but then i realize that in order for them to catch me, they were looking at me too. often i turn back and they still looking and i am even more embarrassed but once again realized, that they are probably slightly uncomfortable too. but what exactly makes us to comfortable when it comes to eyes? and why is it, when you look into someone's eyes, you feel like you are looking at all of them?

there is this boy
and his eyes are blue
and i get lost in them
entirely.
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sabbie you children are watching me through the monotor

monotoring me through the screen
screening my every action.

big brother be damned, you are millions of tiny, buzzing little siblings.

who are you going to tell the information you gather?

take it up with god, take it up with jello.

both boys'll remember Spidey and Me.


and tell em that Luc says hello.
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randomly recent I dont usually get the sense_of_being_stared_at, without actually_being_stared_at.

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girl_jane see: i_was_watched 040107
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celestias shadow freaks me out. I hate being looked at. eye_contact scares the hell out of me. It makes me so nervous to lock eyes with someone. Except Seth, but that's because I know it freaks HIM out, so I do it on purpose. But that's Seth, and he doesn't count. He's special. 040116
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falling_alone i stare at people a lot.

but i think they stare back.

so we're even.
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xyz damn mirrors. 040210
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6sy maybe it is just a surfaced bubble from an unconscious observation..

but today was weird. i was unlocking my bicycle and just felt it. so i turned and looked clearly into this young woman's eyes. it would've been hard to aim that well if i had intended under normal circumstance.

ima go with electromagnetic the_oughts here.
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