your_beauty_pierces_me *_the missing link_* fierce and fast with the sharpest knife sure and strong like your shoulders unyielding like your love for her fuck you because your uniqueness melts my little soul i'm not a fucking candle. i can't handle the fire 020130 ... she if beauty peirces you, I'd bounce off like a tennis ball. 020130 ... unhinged wow that is a great poem 020130 ... *_the missing link_* thank you, unhinged. that means a lot. but of course the fear in me thinks you're being sarcastic..... 020130 ... unhinged i wasn't at all 020131 ... Mahayana your_beauty_pierces_me that extraordinary pearl a message cultured in good health a lesson for ever and a day celebrated for learning devoid of contemplation would have been loves vanished labor your_beauty_still_pierces_me even though i must abscond self righteous ways not to articulate or envisage you in unrighteous ways. unrighteous by the way you perceived us unrighteous to the ways you prayed id regard you :: as just a buddy :: unfortunately... i caught sight of more ...than friend but less than sexual lover... yet at a standstill ... i made you uncomfortable... purely for not existing with a consciousness that would be proficient in ceasing that very nature of love so i let go of the[ you ]within[ me... ] your still here with me for your inner beauty still pierces my ionized soul unrighteous by the way you viewed us result of having lost an electron you are [that] charged subatomic particle [as just friends] 020131 ... phil your striking beauty like gold in my eye 020201 ... *_the missing link_* unhinged: thank you 020201 ... daxle like a 000 gauge needle through my forehead 020204 ... Mahayana like a thread through an eye [& so on & sew on] [it shall be] 020204 ... Mahayana ...like thread through an eye [sew me] [into the all of you] [weave me] [into the fabric of... your life] [& i promise i shall never shrink nor go away] [unless you donate] 020205 ... blown_cherry Thanks *_the missing link_* your words articulate so well feelings that are hard to bear. I agreee with unhinged, it is a painfully beautiful poem. 020214 ... *_the missing link_* you're making me smile. thank you, cherryhead. 020214 ... blown cherry cherryhead? oh well. At least I did something right. I'd be happy to make you smile anytime :) 020218 ... *_the missing link_* i thought i was giving you a cute nickname, but i guess not. *cries* 020218 ... blown cherry No, I didn't mind, I was just surprised - I don't know the right smilie for surprise :( Please don't be upset, I held your hand on another page, I'll give you a *hug* this time if it'll help. Please don't let me make you miserable too, I bring too much misery into this world as it is. 020219 ... unhinged ivy 200108 what's it to you? who go blather from