tomma sanguineous he is the one that i come home to after a bad night at work. he's the one who can look at me with love in his eyes and not have to say a damn word to prove it. the one i vent to when i'm pissed, the one i celebrate with when i'm excited. he makes me realize that i can always do better and he is always pushing me to be my greatest. you can't look on and judge, because you will never see the side of him that i see when we're alone. he loves me for my good qualities and also for my flaws. he is the only one i can really be myself around and not have to worry about what he's thinking. he is the most amazing human being i have ever met. not to mention the smartest. he has taught me so much about reality, so much about life, and he even knows how i think before i know. it has been 3 years and we're stronger than we ever were. i want to move to the desert with him and have new experiences with him and i want to be there through all the good and bad. his sadness is my sadness and his accomplishments might as well be my own too. sure sometimes he makes me cry but then he's always the one to make it all better again. we are like 2 demented puzzle peices that don't fit anywhere but eachother. no one has ever been able to make me so mad but then an hour later make me feel like i have never been more in love. he can laugh when i'm mad and make me realize how silly i am being. he's wonderful. and i hope everyone who reads this has the chance to experience love like this. because it's amazing. and i know that even if we don't last forever, that i was meant to be here with him right now. 050708 ... sanguineous what he once was to me, he is no more. What I once thought would be forever has fallen short. Would I change it if I could? Would I give it a second chance? Would I try again? The answer - in its complex simplicity. Is never. 150418 what's it to you? who go blather from