the_despair_factor
silentbob AFI - from The Art Of Drowning


along the path where the stream is talking, i breathe the mist and continue walking. the wood it whispers in a language of its onw. as a sigh escaped my lips i feel the light caress of fingertips that steal away the breath and leave me on my own, waiting by the stairs. waiting, i despair.

my life is a darkroom.

one

big

dark

room.

Do i hear the hollow sound, footsteps resounding on this frozen ground, or the familiar disappointment of the echoes of my own? somehow i ended up here in between, where there is always the comfort of knowing i'll never be seen when i fall. i wait for just one touch....an di fall... weightless. endless. faithless. i'll adore you. a single touch before i fade. painless let me pass thru.
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[R5}Syckle weightless?
faithless?
these are not the things to relish when
close to her lips, her eyes lashing against yours, her breath heavy against your cheek ... but yes .. this is where despair lies
despair lies lies and lies
do not fall
do not taper or tally
run son, do let depsair catch you or
your dreams ... and if it does, deal
with it swiftly ... out of heart
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aching dream waking dream intricacies

loops and patterns

painted with the palette of images and colours i keep inside

obscured by the wake of the black-ink wash that rises from your silence
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daxle this song makes me laugh
unfortunately, I don't think they're trying to be funny
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silentbob this song made me stare blankly at my bed for about five minutes while i listened to it beause id been saying that "My life is a darkroom" bit from beetlejuice off and on for about a month, because i was in photography and i had to go to the darkroom and i remembered the line and thought, OH how funny, that kid everyone thinks is creepy and weird, uttering sweet nothings of bitter self-obsessed entropy...
then i hear it on the AFI cd
holy shit, i think to myself
now if i say it, i'll be thinking of the despair factor.
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