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ClairE No_way. 020531
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avian inferiority complex that's me (on a good day) 020531
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devalis never settle for this. 020821
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girl_jane when you're the second child 020822
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little fury bug no, the second child is always better than the first. firstborns are just for practice. the following children are the new and improved models. 020822
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She what I will always be in most people's eyes. 020822
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screwing for virginity i prefure this. you are almsot as good, but dont have to put with all the crap of being the best 021212
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misstree "i've been here before,
in different times, different places,
and the empty street afterwards
knows me better
than any lover ever will."
-fr. a poem called afterwards, on another subject, but these words stung a little too much when memory dropped them on my doorstep.
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megan sometimes i feel like i'm on the backburner
and i know it should be friends first
and you do that
and it's good

i just feel so alone sometimes... and when i've tried to describe it to people, they understand where i'm coming from
but i don't know if i exaggerate (i know i do)
i just have not felt quite like myself lately... sad i guess would be the best word
and i think it's because everything's changing
everyone's changing

and i hate change

i know we all have to go to our own colleges, and find our own ways

i wish i could just know that you'll think of me when i'm gone
and that you'll miss me (and maybe let me know it before i tell you if it's possible)
and i just wish i could know for sure that you aren't going to hurt me
but these things aren't ever for sure i suppose

and i just wish everything didn't have to change. i wish i could still just call you up and you could come over whenever.
and i wish we could go to my grandmas every sunday.
and make out most tuesdays.
and i wish i could hear you play your guitar in your room whenever i come over.

and i think i'm just starting to miss you already. and i wish i didn't seem so annoying and depressed.

thats it i guess
thats why im concerned kinda
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rage to everyone else 051008
what's it to you?
who go
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