your_beauty_pierces_me
*_the missing link_* fierce and fast
with the sharpest knife
sure and strong
like your shoulders
unyielding
like your love for her
fuck you
because your uniqueness
melts my little soul

i'm not a fucking candle.
i can't handle the fire
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she if beauty peirces you, I'd bounce off like a tennis ball. 020130
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unhinged wow

that is a great poem
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*_the missing link_* thank you, unhinged. that means a lot.
but of course the fear in me thinks you're being sarcastic.....
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unhinged i wasn't at all 020131
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Mahayana your_beauty_pierces_me
that extraordinary pearl
a message cultured in good health
a lesson for ever and a day celebrated
for learning devoid of contemplation
would have been loves vanished labor

your_beauty_still_pierces_me
even though i must abscond self righteous ways
not to articulate or envisage you in unrighteous ways.

unrighteous by the way you perceived us
unrighteous to the ways you prayed id regard you :: as just a buddy ::

unfortunately... i caught sight of more ...than friend
but less than sexual lover... yet at a standstill ... i made you uncomfortable...
purely for not existing with a consciousness that would be proficient in ceasing that very nature of love
so i let go of the[ you ]within[ me... ]
your still here with me for your inner beauty still pierces my ionized soul

unrighteous by the way you viewed us
result of having lost an electron
you are [that] charged subatomic particle



[as just friends]
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phil your striking beauty
like gold in my eye
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*_the missing link_* unhinged:
thank you
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daxle like a 000 gauge needle through my forehead 020204
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Mahayana like a thread through an eye

[& so on & sew on]
[it shall be]
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Mahayana ...like thread through an eye

[sew me]
[into the all of you]
[weave me]
[into the fabric of... your life]
[& i promise i shall never shrink nor go away]



[unless you donate]
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distorted tendencies shatters into a million pieces

you are one never to be regained

b r e a k i n g me a p a r t.
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blown_cherry Thanks *_the missing link_*
your words articulate so well feelings that are hard to bear.

I agreee with unhinged, it is a painfully beautiful poem.
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*_the missing link_* you're making me smile.

thank you, cherryhead.
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blown cherry cherryhead? oh well.
At least I did something right. I'd be happy to make you smile anytime :)
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*_the missing link_* i thought i was giving you a cute nickname, but i guess not.

*cries*
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blown cherry No, I didn't mind, I was just surprised - I don't know the right smilie for surprise :(

Please don't be upset, I held your hand on another page, I'll give you a *hug* this time if it'll help.

Please don't let me make you miserable too, I bring too much misery into this world as it is.
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unhinged ivy 200108
what's it to you?
who go
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