mom
mikey you are the angel sent to watch over me
the shining light of protection in my life
im blessed to have a friend in you
thank you for raisinmg me and raising 5 of us alone.
thank you for being so strong.
i think im a good person and its because of your values and morals.
i love you mom.
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soia my mom came to see me today and nothing changes.
my dad died exactly 6 years ago to the day.
good night and thanks for the camera.
maybe you would have thought with that needle in your arm but no no no.
why the fuck do you have to be the one I admire and why the fuck was a born unto the two of you and yeah that's just how life goes I guess but didn't you ever think you were doing the wrong thing?
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daxle "ok...well I'll be here tonight" (if you want to call and tell me what you're upset about)
"ok" (I'll never tell you)
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kinkazoid my mom and dad were big pot heads when i was like 2-3 and they spent lots of money on it and everything so one year for christmas they bough lots of presents and didnt have money for pot and my mom got all pissed off at my dad for it so she kicked him out of HIS house (he paid rent) and yelled at him a bunch he called like the next day and she wouldnt even talk to him they talked on the phone through my 13 year old sister my mom told my sister to tell my dad she hates him and she wants him to go to HELL thats the last we heard from him they found his body in the woods a couple days later he shot his fucking head off i hate my mom 010803
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spoons the only thing you can give me
i cant have
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celestial "what are you so angry about?"

"i think it goes deeper than that. i think youre just blaming it on that."

"i really want you to go to a christian counselor. i think theyll understand you better. these secular counselors have some crazy ideas."

youre crazy, bitch.
why cant someone just be a regular fucking psychiatrist without you calling him/her secular?
and thanks a lot for acting all pissed off at me when i said i want help.
then with that innocent fucking voice say, "im not mad at you."
THEN WHY DO YOU FUCKING SOUND LIKE IT.
fuck you
i hate you sometimes
i hate the way you control me
i hate how you cant just let me be
stop pushing your ideas and beliefs and problems off on me.
so what if your mother yelled at you every day of your life? so what if your father was an alcoholic?
my father yells at me all the time. both my parents are fucked up. you purposely makes me feel guilty for wanting to get away from that shit. you make me feel ugly and stupid by telling me that my self esteem would go up if i just "took care of myself."
and whats taking care of myself anyway?
to you, its wearing nice stylish clothes, wearing make-up, waxing my fucking eyebrows, brushing my goddamn hair even though it looks the same not brushed as it does brushed. you wont let me be who i am. why must you constantly tell me that i am not in love, that i am confused? why cant you just be happy for me for having found someone i love who loves me in return?

just because you had a hard childhood and you THINK that youre ok, does NOT mean that you have the right to start yelling at me when i have the guts to admit that i need help.

what the hell do you know about me?
not a damn thing.
FUCK OFF!
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psychobabe you know.....*sits and ponders* ALL of you people on blather who fucking sit there and complain about your mothers, need to fucking open your damn eyes. I mean FAWK, how the hell would you be here today if it weren't for the one you call mother? huh? i just sat here and laughed me fucking ass off cuz of all your pity storys, i mean shit, funny stuff i swear-

*wipes a tear from laughter off her eye*

shit, no one has room to complain. The only ones who do are the ones who's mothers have passed away, not cuz of druggz, or abuse or anything. This is the one who gave you your fucking life, she could have taken it away like THAT! but ya know what?! she didnt, so fucking get over yourselfs-

love always- psychobabe
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celestial oh whatever.
what the hell do you know about anything? you know nothing of the troubles of anyone, so shut the fuck up. just because someone gave birth to you does not necessarily make them a good parent, or even a good person. nor does it mean that someones mother doesnt have problems of her own that affect her. some people have mothers who might as well have given birth then taken the life of their child just "like THAT!"


so how about YOU get over YOURself.


and by the way,
its "yourselves".. not "yourselfs"
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Mister Funkadelic to put celestials words more succinctly

breeding capability does not equal parental skill

lots of animals bear children they care nothing about, many of them are human

i was lucky enough to have an decent mom, crazy-overprotective, but otherwise a damn nice human being

not everyone is so lucky
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psychobabe awww fawk, celestial, i'm sooo so sorry, uh! can you eeeeeeeever forgive me?

ok you sit there and claim your moms a bitch for sending you to see a councler, cuz maybe she'll understand you better. WHAT THE FUCK is stuck up your sad and pathetic ASS?!? i mean honestly dude, you piss me off but at least i can laugh about it unlike you being all "depressed" n' shit. BTW thaaaaaanks for correcting my spelling as if it makes a fucking difference. See, i look at the screen not knowing who you are, but yet i can already see an image of a fucking whiney baby.

"Oh no *sniff* my moms sending me to therapy, i'm so depressed i'm going to push myself over the edge."

your so funny. You know that right? so i'm a bitch huh? how can i be one when all i've said is what i feel, just...like...YOU? hmmmm? ever thought of that?! this place is a place to tell wtf your feeling and you are condeming me for WHAT I FEEL! faaaaawk youuuuuu celestial, and while your at it, tell your mom she rules. At least she has some sense.

your bestest, most loveing amigo-
psychobabe
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celestial "ok you sit there and claim your moms a bitch for sending you to see a councler, cuz maybe she'll understand you better"


not the case at all.
like i said, you know nothing of the troubles of anyone else. least of all me. you dont know the details of my life because i havent stated them here.

this is a place for me to vent my frustrations no matter how insignificant they may seem to you. yes you have the right to say whatever you want to say. therefore i have the right to tell you to shut the fuck up. but at least have the decency in you to take other peoples feelings into account and being a bit respectful rather than purposely trying to make people feel like shit. and the next time you try using something ive said against me, how about getting the fucking details. the bottom line is.. you dont know shit about me or my life or my goddamn mother.

shut the fuck up
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MisterFunkadelic I normally don't say mean shit to kids, but hey psychobabe, shouldn't you, uhh, maybe, hmm i don't know... go roll another car or something.

your hypocrisy is amazing.
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hmm.... choices
on 021002 psychobabe says:

god what the fuck i hate this topic
GAH! everyfucking TIME i swear it never ceases to be, my mom brings this shit up in our arguments
IT WAS YOUR CHOICE THAT WAS THE MISTAKE
YOU WERENT THINKING WERE YOU?
CUZ IF YOU WERE YOU WOULDNT HAVE DONE WHAT YOU DID!


WHAT THE FUCK WOULD YOU KNOW BITCH! YOUR NOT IN MY HEAD NOW ARE YOU! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I FREAK OUT AND SHOW YOU ANOTHER BAD CHOICE I COULD DO!
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christ on a bicycle hey psychobabe-
please stop knocking people down when they feel already feel dejected.
it's heartless and shitty. clearly you're insecure, or you wouldn't feel the need to make your responses so cruel.

the person above quoted you, illustrating perfectly how hypocritical you are. i guess now you'll respond with a retort about how in retrospect you can laugh at what you blathed, but please do us all a favor and save it.

oh yeah and: you suck.
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christ on a bicycle correcting a typo when they already feel dejected* 021119
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psychobabe fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

KERRYS KOOL

fuck you, I'm out-
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psychobabe YOUR ALLLLL A BUNCH OF BITCHES!!!

HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAH AHHAHA HA AHA HAHHA AHAHAAHAHAH AHA AHAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHA AHAHAHAHAHHHA HAAAH AHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

YOU SILLY MOTHER FUCKERS!
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psychobabe hah. sarcasm. Your all WAAAAAAAY to serious. Take a fucking joke 021122
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belly fire Mom called last night. I'm always a little shocked to hear her voice on my machine - not because she doesn't call or because - whatever - but only that her voice is so familiar to me that it scares me just a little. To her it when I'm unpacking groceries and shrugging off my work clothes.
Lately when we talk she's always on the verge of - something - and I think:
maybe she's hiding something...
maybe she wants something...
or needs something...
maybe she's lonely...
tired...
dying...
I'm beginning to reconcile that this isn't my paranoia as always, I'm beginning to think this is a daughter seeing her mother with both eyes open. 53 and not healthy, not perfect.
Maybe she hears in my voice my desperation to set her mind at ease. Nothing matters but that she's my mom.
I could live happily with her etheral hims and haws on my machine...packing the vegetable drawer to overflowing in my warm fuzzy robe.

"I don't mean to be a pest...uh...but I saw this WONDERFUL movie the other night and, oh Samantha, you just have to watch it when you get a chance? Maybe rent it? Well...that's all really."
BEEP.
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psychobabe heh i dont know what to say about that belly, but it made me think, yet smile in the end 021125
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nom my mom listened to my show on the phone. she said she was sitting in the kitchen crying. 070523
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Isaou Sometimes I think maybe she doesn't care?
But then, that's what mum's do, they care...so i guess she must?
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no reason whenever my mom calls me, she talks at me and often doesn't hear what i have to say because she's talking over it. it's like an "information update." i complained about it today... it was bothering me, especially since she lives in another country now and we don't talk so frequently. she seemed a bit exasperated, and she'll probably tell my dad, and my aunt, and who knows. i feel kind of guilty though because i guess it's not her fault i could use someone who needs me and listens to me and that those people seem pretty rare lately.

she has trouble fixing anything, though, and tends to fight and retreat (and tell other family members) when she feels attacked.
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no reason maybe this is the way people my age are supposed to interact with their parents: just a tradeoff of info about what's going on. too bad i often feel like a teenager. 121202
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unhinged i know i was horrible to you
i'm sorry


now i understand
all the work
what you went through
a little better
i get it

i'm sorry
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unhinged my love of art
my love of food

my creativity



all things you taught me
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