listens kendera he knows not of this deaf and luminous pain, inexpressible and protested..... 010707 ... klairchen the pain just dissolved into a saccarine type of feeling each time i think of him. i am happy he has a girlfriend. yet the another one now strains to understand what i was doing in his presence. if he would have come any closer, i would have kissed him.. 030624 what's it to you? who go blather from