paranoia
Bespeckled
My
old
tricks
are
gettin
me
down
again
.
I
thought
we
grow
out
of
this
stuff
?
090602
...
raze
a
mosquito
followed
me
inside
the
house
.
again
.
i've
caught
it
hovering
in
front
of
my
face
a
time
or
two
.
i
had
a
chance
to
kill
it
when
it
touched
down
on
my
comforter
,
but
i
wasn't
quick
enough
to
get
the
job
done
.
i
don't
know
where
it
went
after
that
.
now
i
can't
relax
in
my
own
room
.
i
keep
thinking
the
fucking
thing
is
going
to
bite
me
as
soon
as
i
let
my
guard
down
.
most
likely
while
i'm
sleeping
or
trying
to
sleep
.
it's
possible
this
is
a
male
mosquito
and
it's
only
looking
for
a
lady
to
love
,
in
which
case
it
lacks
the
proboscis necessary
to
penetrate
my
skin
and
i
have
nothing
to
worry
about
.
but
my
luck
doesn't
seem
to
run
in
that
direction
.
if
i
wake
up
tomorrow
looking
like
my
face
survived
a
chemical
plant
explosion,
i
guess
i'll
know
why
.
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