paranoia
Bespeckled My old tricks
are gettin me down again.

I thought we grow out of this stuff?
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raze a mosquito followed me inside the house. again. i've caught it hovering in front of my face a time or two. i had a chance to kill it when it touched down on my comforter, but i wasn't quick enough to get the job done. i don't know where it went after that.

now i can't relax in my own room. i keep thinking the fucking thing is going to bite me as soon as i let my guard down. most likely while i'm sleeping or trying to sleep.

it's possible this is a male mosquito and it's only looking for a lady to love, in which case it lacks the proboscis necessary to penetrate my skin and i have nothing to worry about. but my luck doesn't seem to run in that direction.

if i wake up tomorrow looking like my face survived a chemical plant explosion, i guess i'll know why.
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