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n o m i've never not had rent before 091225
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jane do you need some help, dear? 091226
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n o m well, honestly, yes,...this is very stressful,...

i don't know how much anyone could actually help me but anything would help, my family is too poor to assist me. waiting on label to see if they'll reimburse recording expenses,...then could repay whatever anyone could kindly lend me if indeed anyone can...


maybe a lil sad posting this? i've just been working really hard on this putting everything into it

if anyone wants to hear the new album pre-release (still untitled and unmastered) i can send them a copy...14 new songs. our first album is still on our myspace, but if anyone wants a copy of that i can email them or you can find it on itunes or for 'illegal' download in various places.

and if anyone wants to help out you could paypal?(or?):

f a l c a o and m o n a s h e e@gmail.com
(minus the spaces)
it would be so appreciated
091227
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Question: How much do you need total? And by when? 091231
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n o m at this point, anything at all. i basically need 1000 asap

here is the breakdown: we spent 2300 CDN recording this album, leaving us currently with $7 and an empty fridge. we need to pay 1000 for rent and bills on the 2nd, and another 280 on the 5th for studio rent.

a friend offered to lend me 200 dollars today for the 2nd, another friend can maybe lend 300, but not till after the 5th, and birdmad thankfully has offered to help a bit, though i'm not sure yet how much he can help. i might've sold one of my weaving things to someone in iowa for 120 but they haven't sent payment yet. i've been listing all my stuff for sale, and will probably take all my books in to bookstores when they're open

so right now i still need to find 800 for the 2nd,...and another 280 for the 5th. we for sure get money on the 11th and 20th, and maybe sooner from our label, so that is when i'll be able to repay everyone.


paypal can take up to a week to process i think! maybe less if i am lucky, but i don't know how else other than western union or something,..and i think that must cost some money itself, but i'd be willing to repay whatever fees however anyone can help me. if paypal is the only way than at least being late on rent is maybe better than not having it?

can anyone actually help me? happy new year?
091231
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n o m this sucks so much 100101
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jane it said i sent my money to "Rodrigo" - is that correct? 100101
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n o m it is,..thankyou thankyou jane... 100101
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jane (my pleasure)

and in retrospect i should not have written My money... it's not even money... it's an idea of money... and it's as much yours as it is mine, or anyone's.

xo
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