married p2 so you're married now and soon i will be too i hope he can give you everything that i could not 040510 ... Sintina feels like a cuss word. makes my skin crawl. won't happen for a long time. eventually, we'll figure things out, work things out, and we'll either end it all, cause that'll be better for both of us, or we'll eventually marry one another, cause we find we love and respect each other and can work as a team well enough for the rest of our lives. maybe. eventually. a long time down the line. When married isn't a scary, skin-crawly, creep-tastic word!! I can't believe I even thought of it! ~feels dirty~ but that's all there ever is. marriage or the end of the relationship. ~shivers~ yuck. 051130 what's it to you? who go blather from