debauchery ol dirty birdmad the closest i ever came to peace of mind was when i opted to deny the mind andsate the body but at the price of heart and soul i am the stain of sin that Lady_MacBeth cannot wash from her hands 020112 ... misstree hell, should i really be having this much fun? of course. 020219 ... velvet spasm reddy on a hot august night sometime in the 1200's 020219 ... emo The Rave Party I feel no pain there. Booming electronic music pounds my ears The outside world doesn't exist or matter for six hours the poisonous drugs flood my system i trip out to lasers kids with twirling glowsticks ghostly pale men and women ; reverting back to childhood spaced out. And I am in it for the drugs. Hell yes. Can't find this feeling anywhere else 6 hours on exstasy; as my body fights off the poison i ingested struggles against heat exhaustion and dehydration to keep itself alive; that is the real euphoric feeling.... your body dying keeping itself alive. Sense of community is lost in a ravers jaded world. Sense of love and peace infested by cliques; in the midst of 'unity'. candy kids and jungle kids 'pierced queer teens' stomping to jungle beats kick the habit then see if you can find yourself between these walls with these aliens on steroids; bewildered and lost, with rotten memories. I have. I can't find my place anywhere else. 030602 ... DavesHeroinGirl I'm in need of an afternoon of birthday debauchery... oh how I love David Gray. 030603 ... arandommoron FUCKING!!!! 031122 ... thesamerandommoron Rasputin had it all figured out... Look how much it took to kill the whacked out crazy motherfucker. He is my idol. 031122 ... misstree flock to me, children... bacchus will sing songs to curl lethe's toes, we will howl and pant and the stars will shine for our forgotten names... meat upon a pedestal to raise the Essence, in a gutter to separate it, used as tool for the divine... come to me, children, and i will teach you the secrets your parents wish forgotten, i will show you storybooks of darker worlds, where every heart pounds with all its might... we will revel in deviance of sun moon stars oceans and earth, we will escape and join Everything, if you'll only take my hand... i know the way... 031205 ... off topic but David_Gray has a lovely voice. 040308 ... grendel woooo! 050407 what's it to you? who go blather from