throwing_out_my_life Aimee It's so odd to say that, but it's true.. that's what i'm doing. Cleaning out my room, and throwing out things that i won't need as an adult. I'm kinda enjoying it, but all the nostalgia can get to you after a while.. my room is partially done, but I've been up in the attic today. It seems like just yesterday I made all these art projects from third grade and now I'm throwing them away... what an amazing feeling, and yet a very depressing one as well. It's so hard to believe that I'm "all grown up". I don't feel grown up, but everyone tells me I am. It's the college thing isn't it? 010727 ... DannyH growing up is absurd 010727 ... carne de metal I threw out my life the day I tried honey roasted peanuts 020216 ... reitoei you look at something, turnimg it over in your hands, trying to make the terrible descion: trash or keep? you turn it over staring in amzement, wondering what it was and when you got it. you put it in the trash. and as youyr fingers let go and it tumbles into the void of things gone by you wonder if thats the right place. you decide it is. and the next week you want it and kick yourself for being so stupid 020216 ... sonic about 5 years ago i threw out all the dresses that i wore as a very young child and then about a week later i regreted it...i wanted those dresses back because i didnt want to loose those memories and times i had. But now i realize that i dont have to have the actual objects to remember those times but they are still inside me somewhere and i will always hold onto those feelings. 021226 what's it to you? who go blather from