it's_only_people no reason i shouldn't care when i tell them something and they respond to everyone but me i shouldn't care when they talk about going out without inviting me i shouldn't care when they try hide their laughter, thinking i can't take it i shouldn't care if by being nice i seem fragile dammit, it's_only_people, i'm me, we are who we are. enough of this third grade self-pitying "i am how others perceive me to be" self-destructive, self pitying crap. this shouldn't be a cause for my eyes to blur while driving home at night. wipe eyes. focus. focus. focus. ferchrissakes. it's_only_people. 041013 ... Syrope you were just ...so open with how it happened and you made me coffee with three creams & three sugars and kept talking about your hair like it was ok to be a little crazy like you wouldn't hold myself against me 041013 ... blah-ze no reason, for thinking, no reason, for writing, no reason, for sitting and watching. nothing_me, no reason, to live. its only people getting me down. i keep the opinion that phrase is not as bad as it sounds. it is a way out, more than anything, its only people who make it so wrong, these days. maybe its me. i am not smart, not a people person, i have no sense for anything, nothing to do but just hang around and hope for friendship, by proximity. meeting people by association rather than talking. hi. how are you doing. oh, and this is andrew here. don't mind him. its only people who don't need me. it's only people who i can't seem to get along with, only people who misunderstand me by understanding everything about who i am and that that everything is such a small, insignificance it makes me embarrassed to know me. push it under the seat, hide it behind your back. too precious to lose, something i wish i never had. its only people make me want to keep it. 041014 ... falling_alone it's said that they can only kill your body, they cannot kill your soul. but i'm not sure if i agree. 041015 ... f ififoofoo in de house 041015 ... uow beautiful_strangers 041015 ... jackie "planet of the apes" mc cracken soylent_green 041015 ... tonya soylent_blue 041015 ... dreamer i don't care when i tell them something and they respond to everyone but me i don't care when they talk about going out without inviting me i don't care when they try hide their laughter, thinking i can't take it i don't care if by being nice i seem fragile i am who i am, changing only for those i love, not for those that ridicule, they won't know me until they try 050227 what's it to you? who go blather from