inhaling_loneliness
skinny the highest point
on an anthill
on the great planes

the ambience in loathing
the eb and flow of hatred
cool off for forty days
but it doesnt go away
it keeps building and building
words cannot explain

breathing the sky, trapped inside
what i see through these eyes
deepeer every day
i dont cry anymore
but it still rains
i tried to be nice
i dont know if you noticed
well what can i say
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pete he was breathing quietly
i had never seen him before,
this man obviously not from town
or new on the street
sleeping on the city bench
in the wind,
not in the store fronts
where the homeless usually find shelter..

i passed him, talking to myself
stoned
i passed him, deep in thought
stoned
i passed him, wondering about his life
stoned

i stopped,
turned around and walked infront of him
i stopped,
took my bag from my back
i stopped,
opening the pouch and removing a toonie
i stopped,

reached down and pressed the cold metal
onto this curled up hand
tucked beneath his chin
holding his worn jacket
close to his old body

i turned and walked away
only to hear him start
he looked at his hand
he looked at this stranger
walking away waving
saying 'sleep well friend'
walking out of his life
leaving him with enough
for breakfast in the morning
as he inhales his last loneliness
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Doar . 040806
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Doar ingesting infinity 070807
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spoken breathe in my taste and linger my essence upon thy lips
savor the epitome of my soul and behold my vision of spiritual aura to yon mind
miss me with every ihalation every desperate drag of vital breath into your lungs
feel your palpitations rapidly quicken with longing
need clutches at the edges of your conciousness
i will hold you to my bosom
and you'll despair no more
but until the dawn approachs
quiver yearning at my door
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