i_had_a_dream sirflaccid I had a dream about you and me. I would try to make this into some kind of flowery sonnet, but that is pointless since without explanation you will see it the same way I do. You and I were taking a shower the way we always used to. (God there was nothing better than taking a shower together. Ahem, anyways.) Naturally, you were standing under the warm water, while I was on the opposite side trying to keep myself under control. You were “shampooing” your hair while blathering on about something I wouldn't remember five minutes later. (That really did upset me more than you thought.) Something was different this time. You were bright. And your smile was shining. (You can guess where this is going.) Of course, you were pregnant. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I was in awe. You turned around and just like normal, I began to lather your back. And, just like normal, you kept talking. (I always loved that about you. No matter what, I just liked to hear your voice.) It was when you turned again that you caught me. You caught me staring. You witnessed my awe. And then, you too, were in awe. We both broke the gaze as not to explode. I began to lather you again and became fixated on you tummy. (It was cute. You looked like some Ethiopian girl.) I couldn’t stop washing it, thinking that in some way I was connecting with the child inside. Finally, I was overwhelmed and dropped to my knees. I just held you on either side and pressed my head against that belly and began to cry. Then...... I woke up. 050118 ... Deomis I had a dream and in that dream I ran from the shadows Lurking monsters that I once put behind me And I wasn't good enough To defeat them all So there I fell apart One hundred shards of sorrow I tried to piece myself back together But then I realized that there was too much to repair And I woke up 050118 ... . I had a dream Oh what a dream it was Oh what a dream it was 050118 ... unhinged that if i stayed with you you would grow you would learn you would love dreams are made to be shattered 110512 what's it to you? who go blather from