cuddle_withdrawal hsg :-( need hugs 080907 ... Syrope i'm trying so damned hard to fall for you. it's not working :( 080907 ... unhinged five years in the making that's some serious withdrawal 080907 ... love tourist Feel Now The Cybernetic Embrace Of The Whole Blather Spirit The Moment As It Is The Moment As It Shall Be Repeated Suspended Forever In The Blue Afterglow This Is For All Of Us To All Of Us Even Those Who Are Yet To Discover This Place And Those No Longer Among Us Give Yourselves The Love That You Have Kept Hidden Away For Too Long Let It Flow Back And Forth Among Us And Know That You Are Always Welcome Here 080908 ... unhinged blather has always been a source of love for me. but blue words are not enough at the moment. i had a dream last night that my paulie held me, whispered_in_the_ear and i felt safe with his arms around me. *sigh* 080909 ... misstree for nearly a year, life has been ramping up with more and more cuddles and affection, until culminating in recent heroic_doses of amazingly high-quality nuzzles. and then my source left town for two weeks. i want to rub up against lamp posts just for the taste. 080913 ... Syrope hehe i'm imagining you cuddling a post office dropbox...what a great image 080913 ... unhinged i got some good hugs this week. when i take my arms back to myself, my hands want to linger. hugs one step from cuddles. way better than nothing though, for sure. 080914 ... anouk i'm sick of going away without him. i'm sick of missing him. it's too soon to be missing him already. is it always going to be like this? will i always be in the wrong country or the wrong city? there's phone calls and texts and chats, but all i really want is a cuddle. 080914 ... hsg then give cuddles 080914 ... anouk i've never had trouble sleeping before. i could never really sympathise with my insomniac friends. i used to say 'i wish i could give you some of my sleep' but now, what's this? you're not here and i've been trying for 3 hours. so many years of sleeping alone all erased with just a few months of you in my bed. 081110 ... unhinged . 191229 what's it to you? who go blather from