and_once_you_touch_the_pure Ouroboros how can you ever be content with the impure? (acuhymen children_of_the_pure) 090421 ... In_Bloom There is no contentment after that only distraction and then disgust until another taste of what feels like Divine 090421 ... hsg divine_discontent 090422 ... unhinged my own delusions and attachments are tiring enough. and honestly, i try my hardest not to inflict them on others. i am tired of being caught in others' shit. and maybe i'm so deeply disturbed by what i_could_have done and didn't with that boy, because there was a voice in the back of my drunken head saying 'not that one; she likes him' but the more i drank the attention was flattering. not something i get very often, especially by a somewhat nice and respectable guy. but really, all i did initially was say hello. who wants to take the bus when they are drunk alone anyways? *sigh* just another example of the evils of alcohol. 090422 ... spoken you've corrupted it reformed it no longer a rarity now molded softly shaped by the encounter indentation imprinted like a sea swept pebble no longer a unique granite mass it's been rubbed smooth by the oceans caress and that of shared feeling we all begin that way we try to stay pure stay unique find uniqueness in our selves but time and worldly weight smooth us into societys round pebbles until we develop the courage to follow our own free thought patterns and carve our own rocks into statues of resplendant originality 090422 ... spoken as humans we tend to look for commonalitys in each other admiring and appreciating the differences of others is much more appealing to my mind inspiration and gained insight from anothers perspective hold me captive i love to see the world from many angles and will always be listening and watching for someone to share there kaliedescope view with me 090422 ... Strideo ˙ʇdnɹɹoɔ ɯɐ ı ... 090422 ... spoken then share your corruption with me strideo lol 090422 what's it to you? who go blather from