your_love_is_distant
The Dude the promises you made to me are enclosed now.
having nothing you've seen or touched,
and all your envelopes that I haven't touched,

I can't stop my eyes from weeping,
I can't stop my bloodshot eyes.
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spoken mom we draw farther apart are we so different why must you dwell on the negative aspects of every life experience can you not see the good in things i do not wish to fear the world caution is overrated and i want to jump in feet first with my eyes closed and feel the sensations of destiny. parents teach your children to explore what the world has to offer create think and never hesitate to welcome humanity to your bosom and nourish whatever connections develop if you shy from humanity and new experience you will regret your safe solitude in the future 090406
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unhinged i'm sorry if the letter i wrote was inappropriate. i just thought we were at the point where i could tell you the truth about how i feel about you. now i_remember why i don't do that anymore.


so this is where the cut_and_run begins
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unhinged you sat next to me in the bar with your headphones on staring at the tv and i couldn't help but think that i did something wrong. 100105
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unhinged yet again and i don't know how to hold on anymore. i wish you would break_the_cycle already. or at least follow through when you say you will.

either way, i feel like i'm on the bottom of your list. when you are constantly on the top of mine, that is a bitter pill. i was already bitter long before you.



if_only i could abandon_expectation
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unhinged . 130212
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jeff tweedy oh, distance has no way of making love understandable. 130213
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unhinged which is why, between the distance and the silence, i have come to the conclusion i don't mean much to him 130213
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FA113N Like a whisper from a further room.

You hold it back, have said it twice.

Oh, and I know that it is as a friend. No lines are crossed. No fingers, either.

But still, your love is distant, and I keep mine close to my chest. I do not mention it, I keep it hidden as much as possible. You do not see it often. Today is valentines_day, and I think today I will say it again.
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