remember_who_you_are hsg final_arc of a circlesson knowing why the real "you" is forever. 100427 ... hsg low_anxiety 110510 ... flowerock learning_is_remembering 140201 ... silentbob Takes notes from a movie box Make a list of what I need Remember who you are Remember who you are But then, I can't feel good about anything and just when I get something started I read or hear something, that makes me forget my confidence or honesty What are my motives are they selfless enough Are they righteous, righteous enough? Then before I get started, I get all fucked up Can't get sick of thinking about meaning or language or anything that gets me hot Make up who you are it makes up who you are Then I found myself dancing alone in my room I was writing in my journal, playing records When i felt my shoulders slide from side to side I found the bass in my hips Being alone brings courage and strength of mind Take off your shirt and watch TV Remember who you are and make up who you are But then I just want a public place Where girls can meet each others stare Sometimes that's what it takes just to know you're alive To feel yourself burning just from some girl's stare My that's a strange costume Slip your fingers under my belt Put up signs to make up who you are Send out signals telling who you are Transmit messages about who you are No matter who you are 140202 ... xadle easy enough to do as long as I don't get caught up remembering_who_i_was I moved to this house 1.5 years ago and never figured out what happened to all of my old journals in the move. I hope they still exist within my reach, but it's not coincidence that they haven't been found. 140202 ... xorf Totally found them yesterday. Simply moved the box to the closet where I wanted them to be. I have plenty of painful past all up in my face right now. Not adding anymore fuel to the fire. 140527 ... flowerock become_someone_you_love 140528 ... past i am nothing, but i am becoming the world. 140529 ... no reason put away who you were 140529 ... silentbob self_care 140910 what's it to you? who go blather from