impact mareberry i watched my words stream down your face like tears on my pillow. i kept silent so long, intent to remain nameless, faceless. i thought i might have changed you, my words seemed so much stronger then. but now i realize that i am too weak to make an impact on you, too lost in my regret to try again. 990505 ... andrea her expression perfected by make-up & good lighting causes my face to seem dull & plain in comparison & not at all how i imagined. my streaky blush & smeared mascara smudge my face. no matter-why would anyone look at me when they could gaze upon her? copyright 1999 000101 ... lost I make an impact on lives through truth as well as lives I get passed you eyes and leave an etched memory forever its my gift my intentions ARE only well ITS MY GIFT!!! 010427 ... lost god damnit thats what i get for trying to type so fast. 010427 ... nonlucid It seems odd that any small event or action should have the power to change something major - a step off a cliff can kill somebody, an exploding bomb (only takes a moment to press the button) can destroy the world. But, on a large scale, it doesn't really matter if you or I die - on a universal scale it doesn't really matter if the Earth ceases to exist. There's also all the events the occurred up to a certain point which are part of the action - the decision to step or placement of a pebble to make you trip - the time required to make the bomb So maybe it's not so fantastic after all... it's still weird 040713 ... Arabian Proverb A lion's roar carries not so far as the whisper of a beautiful woman. 071208 what's it to you? who go blather from