what_else_was_i_supposed_to_do
the extra crispy remains of birdmad call it

tag it and bag it.

10:10 P.M. MST (GMT -07:00:00)

joy_division (atmosphere)

walk away in silence

CAUSE: UNKNOWN
010805
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Aimee cry? you know I can't do that. 010806
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PHgollumSH bag it
tag it
sell it to the butcher in the store
010806
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x you were supposed to realize that my life does not belong to the government... you gave them the chance to lock me away... 021220
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o i was afraid, you scared me - and i was only trying to help, but i guess you'll never let me live down the way that all turned out, will you? 021220
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x No.
It was my choice. I wasn't choosing at that time, even. I think you could have thought about what would happen. Even before I knew in detail every bit how horrible it would be, I knew it was wrong to subject anyone to That.
021220
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birdmad all i had in that moment was panic.

and do you think i haven't spent every minute since then being sorry for it - wishing that there was something, anything i could do to make up for it?

why keep throwing that at me as if it was something done from malice?
021220
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daxle this topic just came up in three words
that's all
021220
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birdmad my my
what a mess was made
of my head
when i heard
what you'd been through
that day
021228
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carlita ... just leave you and pretend i didn't care? sure, i should've left, but now i'm glad i gave you that second chance. i just hope it doesn't happen again. 030725
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a chaotic gift to idealism ... stop you and contol your decisions... your life... like everyone else does? sorry dear, i love you too much to do that... always have. 050618
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a chaotic gift to idealism maybe if you asked me to do so... no maybe... if you asked, i woudl do so. please ask. 050623
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her royal highness the quirk i had no choice. you left me with nothing. and it's all i have left. 050623
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AeonFlummox if she spoke those words to me. I would not know what else to say but, "it is not true. I am still here. I am still left and everything i have to give to you." 050623
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