im_sick poet im sick of my social life im sick of having lame half-friends im sick of getting ditched im sick of no one calling me or wondering what im doing right now im sick of hearing about how much fun everyone else had last weekend while i was sitting at home im sick of feeling like a loser im sick of being alone im sick of people abandoning me im sick of not having anyones respect im just a joke, im just that guy that no one cares about enough to do anything vaguely nice for i just stop existing if im not standing in front of you im sick of having no one im shut up tight and i want someone to open to but theres no one in sight no one seems to want me i have no one to write love songs for no one to snuggle with no one to pour all my aimless passion into and i dont know what to do about it 070504 ... Lemon_Soda sounds like your a tertiary character on a sitcom. I would talk to your producer. Seriously, though, I understand. It sucks hardcore when I felt like I was only around to fill out other peoples lives, and that I was never important enough to actually be a part of it. Kinda like a "background" friend who people don't mind talking to or hanging out with if I happen to be there, but when I'm not they don't give me a second thought. I fixed it by going out of my way for people. Just pick the guy you would really like to be friends with and do two things: get involved in the things they find interesting and look for oppurtunities to do things for them. Getting a friend takes being a friend after all. Just don't over do it. They'll think your a stalker. 070504 ... ! your a joke! 070504 ... yupyup i'm not particularly close to anyone - i would prfer to be friend with everyone! 070504 ... unhinged of falling in love to be alone 070504 ... nom i don't feel well today i'm having one of those "i'm not a well person" days so far woke up really tired and sore and just yucky feeling and fell back asleep and had a nightmare which woke me up 070504 ... ? why do you kuff me? 070504 ... unhinged stupidfucking_sinusinfection 070526 ... no reason or something unwell the earliest date they may find out for sure what it is is june 22 070526 ... no reason june 8 they didn't find out 070610 what's it to you? who go blather from