dance_my_cabalistic_dance_with_me mourninglight ... and free me of my own inhibitions show me the sun...the light...the air let me dance on the currents and splash in waves of blinding light among gold and silver tipped clouds, with the phoenix and mockingbird ever closer, ever nearer, to the heat, to the life, to the love set me loose to soar sing my song play my game dance my dance with me and catch me, when my waxed wings fall to the ground with me 040827 ... Death of a Rose a scoured religion, piety buried, payment agreed upon, shuffling past the windows of this naked city, enjoying every little note singing on the breeze, houses cloned, shards entwined throughout the scattered debris in our meeting. 040827 ... mourninglight fly through the cookie cutter city on that naked wind and dance through the shards of memory and the fragments of past sing in the maelstrom of cloud and dust and dance, intertwining that which lives, with that which lives 040828 ... Symphonic replace the pictures you kept of me with another's. smash them on the bars of your mind, burn the pictures you now hate as freedom is flown over, sweep them away with a last determined flick of your broom, mingling bristles of your cleanliness throughout my discarded fractitious nature. 040831 ... suicidalchinadoll rip the meaning from my face and do not allow the hidden things to hurt you more than they must but dance pick up your feet, and lose yourself in the air, in the sound, in the pulsing 040904 ... Mahayana in understanding of our essential nature [incandescence can dance] 041227 ... suicidalchinadoll Doar I MISS You! 080722 ... Doar and I miss you too. much more than you know. . 090721 ... suicidalchinadoll There was a day the dance tore me to pieces. I was scattered on the wind, the face and the meaning and the love were dust, and even in the dust there was no peace. Yet, the subatomic dance, the electromagnetic swirls drew me back, time and time again. Sometimes for words, sometimes merely to float and drink in the past putting the present back into focus. It struck me today that all my words that I thought were for me, or for him, were in fact for you. 121018 ... Doar Whoever this whole dance is for SSCD, it is your and the past/future. There are no regrets here in blue, just a blue future, a looking future. So dance when you want, and rejoice. 121019 ... Doar and I'm glad you are back with a voice on blather. all the things unsaid sorta deal. . 121019 ... Doar and as i said, i have missed you very much.....and much....and always. . 121020 what's it to you? who go blather from